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November 15, 2003
And Also
If I'm random or sketchy it's because I'm out of Adderal. I need to call a new doctor closer to home. I think I have to have an appointment scheduled before I can have a prescription written.
That's the thing I don't like about taking it. It requires me to be vigilent and organized—which runs counter to my usual reactive mode.
I feel like I'm making excuses. Truth is, the only thing I'm aware of at any moment in time are my thoughts and what I can see in front of me. That's so wrong—I mean it causes a lot of problems.
The Adderal helps more than anything I've tried yet. It's just that it wears off every day. And when I have to remember to do it, well... I guess I'm going to have to put a better system in place.
[+] Posted by Sinner, who was transgressing at the time (November 15, 2003 7:47 PM) by thinking evil. [+]
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