I understand why that would make some want to be gentle with you. In fact I have that impulse in me.
But I don't think you want that.
You want to feel alive. You want to hurt somewhere other than inside.
Come here so I can spank you. I want to leave pink handprints. I won't be happy until you've had too much.
Will you keep count for me? (I'm not asking.)
"You want to feel alive. You want to hurt somewhere other than inside."
When did you slip inside my head and hear that? It was supposed to be a secret.