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January 30, 2004
So Many Things I'm Hoping For
I've got a couple of jobs that I've applied for. Damn I would be good for them.
My CCNA class is going well. I hope it ends up meaning I get better work.
I'm hoping I get to manage my addiction better. I understand now that it's really an alterewd state of consciousness I'm after. I'm a junkie in that way.
I was up until 3 am. I'm completely fried. I gave away 4 hours last night. That's like twelve hours this week. Althought that's better than in the past.
I'm hopeful and defeated.
I'm going to take my meds.
I'm hungry. But I'm not sure I'll be satisfied.
Part of me... just never really gets enough.
Thanks for listening and for not labelling me as morally bankrupt.
This morning is wierd. I haven't felt this mentally crappy in a long time.
Someone distract me, please.
Please.
[+] Posted by Sinner, who was transgressing at the time (January 30, 2004 10:40 AM) by thinking evil. [+]
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