I had to try it. So far it's working.
Basically, after 10 pm, I'm not online at all. I disconnect my 'net connection.
No one made me do it. No one is holding it over me. But I need to be able to see what life is like, more-or-less without a 'net connection. I need to be able to get my life back.
For the last many years, I've spent 10-60 hours a week in front of my computer primarily surfing porn sites and seeing how long I could keep myself just on this side of orgasm.
It's only been in the last two years that I've been writing blogs and becoming less anti-social. I don't see blog-writing as avaoidance. I don't see blog-friends as imaginary. This is real. You are real. I can't touch you, but I would if I could.
The best I can do right now is email. I won't be in chat much. I'll answer email when I can. I'll post when I can.
Be patient with me, please.
I need this.
Ok, I only just subscribed to your feed a short time ago, but I've quickly become addicted to it. I understand where you are coming from in your decision and wish you well.
But...
Well...
I subscribed to you and now you'll be gone!!!! *Weep*
Good luck.
Kit
Take all the time you need... reconnection is never a bad thing hun. We'll still be here and hanging on every sex-laden word, I promise. :)
I'll be waiting. Impatiently.
sad
sad
sad
but happy for you.
hugs,
rg