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December 28, 2004
Defining Myself Backwards
I started reading Controlling People last night.
I want to learn how to break away from my desire to please my parents.
In the process, I'm learning that my inability to make my own decisions about my life comes from my having learned to define myself via the perceptions of others. So I don't know what I want because I only pay attention to input from others... and subsequently I ignore my own emotions, intuition, and experience.
Great.
Oh yeah... I'm seeing that I'm perpetuating some of the same abusive crap in my personal life.
No.
This will not continue.
I need to finish this one.
[+] Posted by Sinner, who was transgressing at the time (December 28, 2004 1:57 PM) by reading evil. [+]
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You said: "I want to learn how to break away from my desire to please my parents."
'I think that a good case of transference is what's required here,' says RG, settling back into the dark red leather armchair and tapping her pen against her lips.
She puts down her patient chart, parts her legs wide and slides down in the chair, presenting you with stocking tops, white thighs and a bare pussy between them.
"Why worry about pleasing your parents when you can worry about pleasing me instead?"
"How much time do I have left?"
As much as you can afford *grin*
"And if I please you?"
Mmmm,
then I guess we would have to work out some sort of barter arrangement.
*smile*