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January 30, 2005
Whole and Unbroken
This is a place that is uncharted to me.
A place where my usual methods of controlling perceptions are ineffective. You are too smart for that.
That the fantasies I've had could be a reality seems impossible. Like if I blink I will see the oasis for what it is.
Or I fear it will be no more of a reality to me than what I have discovered I've been telling myself for so long. A bubble burst. Which burst another and another, beginning a cascade which hasn't ended yet.
No one has ever given me that gift.
The first strike.
The first collar.
The first binding.
The tears and the comforting.
I want them.
[+] Posted by Sinner, who was transgressing at the time (January 30, 2005 3:30 AM) by revealing evil. [+]
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yeah.