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April 7, 2005
Crushing Insecurity
I find myself today feeling increasingly desperate and inadequate. I'm tired of job hunting. I feel like I have excellent skills for the right position, but everything I see lately seem like it requires insane amounts of experience that I don't have, or else I'm horribly overqualified. I just want to work and have a paycheck.
It's killing me.
I'm also feeling desperately alone in a way that makes me want to be clingy and beg for reassurance.
I want a job and I want love and… and… I want to know everything's going to be OK.
[+] Posted by Sinner, who was transgressing at the time (April 7, 2005 4:22 PM) by revealing evil. [+]
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It's gonna be okay. Whether you like it or not.
yes darling, everything will be alright... it doesn't have any other choice.
Aw... snuggles?
I'd read your bleak posting a couple of days ago, wanted to say something like "hey, it's ok," but figured it was an odd way to introduce myself. So, since JeN and RemittanceG have done the "it's ok", I'll just go read some of your earlier stuff. Oh, and wonder who is around to cheer you up (sexually/romantically/whatever). If you say "nobody," I'll volunteer -- and not just for "whatever"!!
Thank you! I mean it.
And Justine, whatever did you mean by 'whatever?' ;)