I'm having trouble again.
I don't want to be on anti-depressants again, but I think maybe I need to find a way.
I'm getting really tired of feeling like there's just the one solution.
And I'm really getting tired of feeling like a hopeless case.
And the mood swings are *really* challenging to deal with.
I wouldn't wish this on anybody.

Have you tried alternatives to medication? I have found that St John's Wort and a sporadic trip to the tanning booth do me wonders.
I hope you get it figured out hun... it is hard to deal with. >