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June 14, 2006
Mental Masturbation
Sometimes I don't understand me. Which is to say I imagine myself to not be like other males.
I'm not speedy when it comes to sex.
Some of that seems to be just getting into a headspace where I can relax and be in the moment.
And sometimes, that doesn't seem to happen. Or I just get frustrated and angry before it does. That's sexy.
Occasionally I wish I could turn my thoughts off, to turn off that conscious core that keeps chattering away when I would rather be fucking.
[+] Posted by Sinner, who was transgressing at the time (June 14, 2006 7:24 AM) by revealing evil. [+]
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I have yet to stop my chattering core. I just stick it in my soundproof inner room and lock the door.
Ok, so… how did you manage that?
I have worked on it,as if I don't I can't properly submit.
I once got chided for letting my mouth/brain connection run freely during sexplay. To avoid the
chance of getting in trouble again, I created the
quiet room my mouth.
Works like a charm.
Sounds like my husband, and it even sounds like me.
Last night I thought I kicked him in the head during sex, so I laughed. He just gave me the most dirty rotten look and I realized that I was seconds away from him getting angry and me not getting any (more). I shut the fuck up, quick.
It works both ways. Sometimes I can't focus and that's where D/s play comes in handy. I have something to focus on.
Alas, it seems to work the opposite way on him.
Fuck.