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December 16, 2007

Flower Forwarded This One To Me

[+] Posted by Sinner, who was transgressing at the time (December 16, 2007 10:10 AM) by linking evil. [+]

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The wife refers to this look on me as the deer in the headlights look when she say, catches me masturbating. Even with a cheery "as you were" I cannot. I am clearly the product of a highly repressive upbringing.

SHe says after seeing this that she will now call that look on my face when she sees it the "Cat at the Laptop Look".

Mmm hmmm... Yes. No matter how enlightened I think I am, I still do the same myself. I always wonder if Flower is offended or angry. Years of "hiding" the behavior from my ex conditioned me. I haven't been able to condition myself out of it yet.
The Cat-at-the-Laptop-Look isn't so bad. ;)

~S

December 16, 2007 11:28 AM

pnthrkitty said:

Flower found the best website out there. Icanhascheezburger.com is AWESOME!!

I do have a question though, if there is a CONSTANTLY willing woman in bed next to you naked, why do guys still insist on the sneaky masterbating technique? You know, where you wait until you think she's asleep and then do your own thing. I'm curious if it's just out of habit or if it means something deeper.

Darling, when have you ever spoken or heard someone say "Here is some porn. Come sit and look at it with me?" I'm not saying it never happens, I'm just saying it's rare.
Generally, the act of viewing porn is not something associated with upright citizenship and strong moral fiber. The fact that I disagree is nearly irrelevant. Society is what it is. So, when the world seems to be shouting "Shame!" at you, yes you will sneak to do something that you still enjoy.

~S

P.S. Flower sits next to me, thank you very much, but sometimes I still look at it alone. I have never hidden porn from her, nor the fact that I masturbate. We share the good stuff. Flower knew me on this blog before we ever met in person. She *knows.*

December 16, 2007 10:37 PM

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Flower Forwarded This One To Me

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