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April 3, 2008
It Was the Soft Maddness
Or I don't know what it was.
Expression. Allure. Breaking free. It was a part of awakening to who I am.
It was the knowing and the secret. Whatever it was or wasn't, for whatever it could have been or could never be, it was a real thing. Not forgotten or swept away.
The universe is a different place than I imagined then, and the more I imagine, the more I find that it is. It is so much less now about the inside of my head, and so much more about creating my place and dreaming my destiny.
I do think in so many ways I have gotten so many of the things that I longed for in those days, and have moved past the things I thought were prisons. I have been able to let go of much of the broken-ness within. And I do think I that everything that has happened is part of the wisdom I have gained
Thank you for reading the words I wrote on the sky in the light of the moon, and the words I wrote elsewhere.
I can't thank you enough for the kind wishes. I wish for you the same--I see evidence of it in your life already.
Life for me is different now, too. Night turns into day. Winter turns into Summer. Simpler, better, and much more real. Much less about the wished for, and I am grateful. I live and love now in a home full of energy and color and warmth. I wouldn't have it any other way--won't give it up for the world.
I finally have a garden to tend, and Flowers to grow.
[+] Posted by Sinner, who was transgressing at the time (April 3, 2008 1:40 AM) by speaking evil. [+]
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